Top 180 Marie Rutkoski Quotes (2024 Update)
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101. “But we don’t think too well when we want too much.”

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102. “Temptation was the color white. It was black ink, quivering at the point of a pen’s nib.”

— Marie Rutkoski

103. “He did not want her to know. He did not want her to see. But: Look at me, he found himself thinking furiously at her. Look at me. She lifted her eyes, and did.”

— Marie Rutkoski

104. “Kestrel could say that she’d learned that one’s life is also the lives of others. A wrong is not an egg, separate unto itself and sealed. She could say that she understood the wrong in ignoring a wrong. She could say this, but the truth was that she should have learned it long before.”

— Marie Rutkoski

105. “Logic is a game, came the memory of his father’s voice. Let’s see how you play.”

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106. “How did you ever survive, little slave, with that mouth of yours?”

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107. “I’m not sure that not knowing is the same thing as innocence.”

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108. “Brother, you are mad,” said the queen. “He loves me,” Roshar protested. The cub was sleeping huddled against Rosher’s leg. “And when it has grown, and is large enough to eat a man?” “Then I’ll make Arin take care of him.”

— Marie Rutkoski

109. “She thought that Arin had almost said that he wished there was no war, or that they could lose themselves in each without losing everything.”

— Marie Rutkoski

110. “Here.” He jerked at Arin’s armor and began unbuckling it. “Stop bleeding. Oh, just look at you. Arin, you’re a mess.”

— Marie Rutkoski

111. “The general’s voice came low, so that his words were only for him and his daughter. “Kestrel,” he said, “you have broken my heart.”

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112. “He had sleepless eyes, his mouth a little swollen, the deeply tanned skin somehow burnished. Kestrel thought that she, too, must look like this: polished by desire, the way a river stone holds a luster from having been made so smooth.”

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113. “Yes, stop playing, Kestrel, she told herself. Clear the bets, clear the table. Walk away from the game. Now.”

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114. “I agree,” Arin said, “under one condition. You mentioned emissaries. There will be one emissary from the empire. It will be you.”

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115. “He saw her. She knew that he saw her. But his eyes refused to see her. It was as if she were transparent. Like ice, or glass, or something equally breakable.”

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116. “What could you say about someone who walked daily into his grief and lived at the bottom of its hole and didn’t even want to come out?”

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117. “He hadn’t love her. She hadn’t loved him. Yet they’d cared for each other, and Kestrel remember how he’d set a soft black puppy into her hands. No one had given her such a gift. He’d made her laugh. That, too, was a gift.”

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118. “Harder to know that her father had sent her here. Hard, horrible, the the way he had looked at her, disowned her, accused her of treason. She’d been guilty. She had done every thing that he believed of her, and now she had no father.”

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119. “She looked at the boy. He knew her weakness for storytelling. And it was, after all, only a story. Still, she wished he had chosen a happier one.”

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120. “In his mind, he said, Tell me what you want. And she said, Leave this city. She said, Take me with you.”

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121. “You are important to me,” she said, and touched his face. Important. The word swelled and deflated. More than he’d thought. Less than he wanted.”

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122. “Her fierce creature of a mind: sleek and sharp-clawed and utterly unwilling to be caught.”

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123. “After ten years of slavery, Arin knew obedience in its many forms. The fear of pain, the gritty promise to oneself of vengeance. Hopelessness. A grinding monotony broken just often enough by the strap or fist.”

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124. “Arin thought of Cheat, Tensen, Kestrel. He wondered if some part of him was drawn to lies. What was it that made him so easy to deceive?”

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125. “Her words came in a sudden rush. “You’re hard to look away from. I can’t look away from you. I don’t know how anyone could.”

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126. “As he spoke, it occurred to her that maybe he, too, felt like two people, that maybe everybody does, and that it’s not a question of whether one’s damaged, but of how easily or not that damage is seen.”

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127. “You will be lonely, but you’ll become strong.”

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128. “No, Arin. Sit down. Other wise you’ll make an ass out of yourself, and that role is mine.”

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129. “Kestrel lifted her gaze. As he met her eyes – an extremely light brown, the lightest shade before brown becomes gold – Arin knew that he was a fool. A thousand times a fool.”

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130. “Little Fists, what’s wrong?”

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131. “Stories will get you killed.”

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132. “Innocent? Her? Never.”

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133. “I don’t know you well,” Risha’s voice was low. “But I know what Verex has told me about you, and what I see for myself. You don’t need to be gifted with a blade. You are your own best weapon.”

— Marie Rutkoski

134. “Why we can’t remember when our mothers carried us inside them: the dark and steady heart, how it was the whole of the world, and no one harmed us, and we harmed no one.”

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135. “I told her that I belong to you, and no other.”

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136. “I know you want her to be safe forever, but it’s just not that kind of world.”

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137. “I realized that wanting is a kind of power even if you don’t get what you want. Wanting illuminates everything you need, and how the world has failed you.”

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138. “Please understand. When I look at you as if you’re crazy, it’s not that I judge you for your insanity.”

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139. “Music made her feel as if she were holding a lamp that cast a halo of light around her, and while she knew there were people and responsibilities in the darkness beyond it, she couldn’t see them. The flame of what she felt when she played made her deliciously blind.”

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140. “Sometimes she wished she could eat herself. She’d swallow everything – her soiled blue dress, the shackles on her wrists, her puffy face. If she could eat herself up, there’d be no trace left of her or the mistakes she had made.”

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141. “He wondered if he, too, was tempted by cunning. Maybe he was drawn as well to the biggest gamble.”

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142. “I love everything more when I leave it. Maybe, then, it’s the most I’ll ever love it.”

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143. “I like to wear a man’s clothes and I like that it startles people, and then even if I hate dresses I enjoy wearing one to show you that when you thought I was one thing and changed your mind you must now change it again. I like disappearing and showing up when I am least expected. I like pretending. Sometimes I forget myself, and fall for my own game.”

— Marie Rutkoski

144. “You talk about her as if she’s made of spun glass. Know what I see? Steel.”

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145. “An emotion clamped down on her heart. It squeezed her into a terrible silence. But he said nothing after that, only her name, as if her name were not a name but a question. Or perhaps that it wasn’t how he had said it, and she was wrong, and she’d heard a question simply because the sound of him speaking her name made her wish that she were his answer.”

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146. “It occurred to me that it was a special person, a gentle one, who allowed another to keep her secrets.”

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147. “But sailors were much better adversaries than the average aristocrat. They flipped cards with feral tricks, swore when they lost, swore when they won, would gouge the last silver keystone coin out of a friend. And they cheated. Kestrel especially liked it when they cheated. It made beating them not quite so easy. She.”

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148. “Kestrel studied her fingers, the way they wove together. She didn’t say Come back safely, and he didn’t say I always have. She said what a Valorian should. “Fight well.”

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149. “Before – for years – she had let her mind close seamlessly, like an egg, around this wrong and other wrongs.”

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150. “It was different to give something up than to see it taken away. The difference, Kestrel said, was choice.”

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