Top 120 Melissa Broder Quotes (2024 Update)
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101. “I ate the challah – sweet and flaky on the outside, cakey on the inside. I felt like I was putting an exquisite bed in my mouth.”

— Melissa Broder

102. “I felt most Jewish when my grandparents, also Reform but deeply obsessed with Jewish food, would drive me to New York and take me on a tour of all the old culinary haunts of our tribe.”

— Melissa Broder

103. “I’d entered therapy hoping to alleviate the suffering related to both my food issues and my mother, but without having to make any actual life changes in either area.”

— Melissa Broder

104. “But love, lust, infatuation, for a few moments, I was not sad.”

— Melissa Broder

105. “But it was better to stay in bed and dream of her than to be together in a realm where we had to pretend that physically we were strangers to each other.”

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106. “But I felt afraid of death, or at least, afraid of dying. Was there something that wasn’t death but wasn’t here either?”

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107. “I had always felt culturally Jewish, even though I wasn’t religious. But now in my ignorance of Orthodox customs I felt like a straight-up WASP. In some ways I liked that feeling: streamlined, self-contained.”

— Melissa Broder

108. “Nothing is beautiful and everything is nothing,” I said to him. “Everything is nothing and everything is beautiful.” I had no idea what I was talking about but I felt hypnotized with joy and potentiality.”

— Melissa Broder

109. “I realized how much time I had spent with Jamie. Or maybe not how much time I’d spent with him, but how much time I spent alone but knowing, at least, that he was there. It was different now, being totally alone, with no one person in the back of my mind – that little figure, like a cushion.”

— Melissa Broder

110. “I didn’t know how people could stand it, the regular interactions, conscious dating, trying to pass as normal or interesting. Nobody was that interesting and certainly no one was normal.”

— Melissa Broder

111. “Funny,” he said. “You’re like a little death.” “What?” I asked. “You are. You’re... gloomy yet charming. I like it.” “Well, no on has said that before.” “You’re gently death-ish. You know about death, you’re aware of it, and most people aren’t anymore. But you’re not a killer. You’re a soft darkness.” A soft darkness.”

— Melissa Broder

112. “I imagined googling, How to make a golem fall in love with you. Maybe that’s all that prayer was anyway – a cosmic google. In that case, any iPhone could be a synagogue. I wished I could FaceTime with Rabbi Judah.”

— Melissa Broder

113. “I also recognized that I was physically attracted to her.”

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114. “All that mattered was what I ate, when I ate, and how I ate it.”

— Melissa Broder

115. “But if Adam wanted me, there were others who would want me, maybe many others, even some who didn’t read Bukowski.”

— Melissa Broder

116. “I felt silly asking to enjoy my life. I wondered if this was more than any human being should ask. Did anyone ever say that life was to be enjoyed and not suffered?”

— Melissa Broder

117. “If they had tasted the nausea of not knowing why we are here or who we are, or if they had not, now they were willfully and successfully ignoring it. Or maybe they were just stupid. Oh, the sweet gift of stupidity.”

— Melissa Broder

118. “This was just what people did now. We went from emotion to phone. This was how you didn’t die in the twenty-first century.”

— Melissa Broder

119. “This interplay between hope and reality was also a part of the mourning.”

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120. “I am scared of dying and sad about dying and that is part of the hurt.”

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121. “I was to keep going, to move forward on the same track in spite of life’s unsatisfying lifeness.”

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122. “Better to adapt to the cold. Better to thrust the cold on oneself. Be prepared.”

— Melissa Broder

123. “Life was a lot less bleak when you were staring straight down the barrel of a burrito.”

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124. “Those highs, even if they were fake and we knew that they wouldn’t last forever, felt so real when we were in them. That’s where I was now. I just couldn’t discern the ephemeral nature of what I was experiencing, and didn’t want to. Perhaps what I had with Theo was as synthetic as what Claire had with her men, but it felt so good- how could we ever even care when we were in it?”

— Melissa Broder

125. “I decided that love is when you have food in your mouth that you know is not going to make you fat. Lust is when you have food in your mouth that is going to make you fat. Fear is the day after you had food in your mouth that is going to make you fat.”

— Melissa Broder

126. “I wanted to negate myself somehow, as if you could just sign up to vanish. As if you could sign up to really be alive, but as someone else.”

— Melissa Broder

127. “Maybe we can kiss.”

— Melissa Broder

128. “Why can’t people just be kind to one another? But what I really meant was, why can’t I be kind to myself?”

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129. “Gods, please help me to be happy. Let me do the will of the universe and be willing to do the will of the universe, whatever that even is. Clearly I know very little. Clearly what I think I know leads me only to a place of suicidal longing. I never asked to be born on the planet. I never asked to exist. But I am here now so could you maybe at least try and help me enjoy my life?”

— Melissa Broder

130. “What about holding hands in a movie theater? Can girls hold hands in a movie theater?”

— Melissa Broder

131. “At times I’d felt courageous on the journey, but it was borrowed courage. Now we were here, and neither of us had a plan. Was she going to abandon me, leave me stranded in my body? I’d be in exile with a stomach that demanded more of everything.”

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132. “What if everything was natural? What if there was no wrong or right action in terms of who you loved, who you wanted, or who you were drawn to? If the will of the universe was the will of the universe, and if everything was happening as it was, then wasn’t everything you could possibly do all right?”

— Melissa Broder