“But I’ve never followed my own will. What I wanted. It was always what you guys wanted. Or what society wanted. Or I almost took my pills like a good little girl, had my cathartic trauma moment, and put the pieces of my world back together so everyone could say how brave and good I was. Almost. But I couldn’t. As I write this letter I can’t decide whether I’m acting from strength or weakness, but I know that I’m acting for the first time of my own will. Yes, I know that’s hard to accept.”