“I tried to live cautiously – or eventually learned to try to live – in a spirit of regret prevention, and I could not see how Bonnie could accomplish such a thing in this situation. Regret – operatic, oceanic, fathomless – seemed to stretch before her in every direction. No matter which path she took, regret would stain her feet and scratch her arms and rain down on her, lightlessly and lifelong. It had already begun.”
