“When she started to cry, the upside was as it always was: the shower cry takes the logistics out of it. Crying has to be dealt with – it makes a mess, it swells up your face, it creates a little pile of tissues that are a tell. But the shower cry is the superspy’s cry, Evvie had always thought. It was between you and the tile walls, and everything that hurt turned into water, and the water went away.”