“I’d thought that when I started to follow Jesus, things were supposed to get better. If that was true, why was it getting worse? Why did it hurt more instead of less? Maybe it’s because when we’re dead, we can’t feel anything. But once we’re alive, that means our senses are too. Can a dead person feel chaos?”

“I’d thought that when I started to follow Jesus, things were supposed to get better. If that was true, why was it getting worse? Why did it hurt more instead of less? Maybe it’s because when we’re dead, we can’t feel anything. But once we’re alive, that means our senses are too. Can a dead person feel chaos?”

— Jefferson Bethke