“What if the trigger has already been set and I’m going to wake up one day and realize I’m my parent’s son in their way of evil? The thought sickens me. I’m no good without Mace. I never have been. She’s the one person in my life I would refuse to live without. If I ever treated her and Ryder like my father treated my mother and me, it would make for an easy decision. I would kill myself. It wouldn’t be the first time in my life I’d thought of suicide.”
