“I wanted you. I wanted you so badly that it killed me every time I’d see a letter and knew that if I opened it and read your words, I’d break and put you in danger. I knew I couldn’t have you, but I wanted you. God, if you only knew how much I love you. Loved you then and I love you now. Whether you want me or not, I’m not going anywhere. It’s been you and only you every day since I was seventeen. You’ve always been the only one for me, so don’t for one second think that I don’t want you. “I.”
