“In these moments, I don’t hesitate. I rise to the challenge; I want to pass the test. I want to make it seem like there is no power dynamic at all, like I’m simply doing my job. I will reveal my body as naturally and uneventfully as I might do anything else. I look down at my body and it doesn’t feel like my own. It feels like something, but not me. They can look at me all they want, because they’re right; my body is just a tool.”