“I have wanted to die enough times in my life to understand the idea that wanting to die is not a foolish thing... I don’t mean to prop up the idea of wanting an exit, but for me, not to imagine it as a foolish means that I am, by default, tasked with taking it seriously. I can’t life as I once did, telling people that I was doing fine and desperately wanting them to wade through the language and see that I was in pain.”
