“All I ever wanted was to be persecuted for righteousness’s sake, to be a martyr for Jesus, to stoically endure doors slammed in my face, to persevere until the end. But all I really ever wanted was to love on my terms, in a way that elevated me above my neighbor, distinguished me as good and holy, receiving accolades in a most humble way. All I ever wanted to do was oppress people, in the kindest way possible.”
