“I keep having the same unkind thought: I am preparing for death and everyone else is on Instagram. I know it’s not fair, that life is hard for everyone, but I sometimes feel like I’m the only one in the world who is dying. We’re all sinking slowly but one day while everyone watches, I will run out of air, I am going to go under. Even explaining it, I feel more and more frantic. There will be a day when I can’t take my next breath and I will drown.”
