“Whenever there is something planned in my life – either meeting a friend, going on a school or uni trip, going for a walk, or, like today, starting an internship – when it actually comes to the day I have to go through with the plan, it goes from being something I’m excited about to something I dread. If I arrange to go to the cinema in a week’s time, for instance, when the time to go comes around, it becomes the last thing I want to do. My instinct, always, is to stay in.”