Top 50 Ava Reid Quotes (2024 Update)

1. “I will love you to ruination,” the Fairy King said, brushing a strand of golden hair from my cheek. “Yours or mine?” I asked. The Fairy King did not answer.”

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2. “I was a woman when it was convenient to blame me, and a girl when they wanted to use me.”

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3. “The juniper tree looked as stolid as a grave marker, unruffled. Under the dirt was the compact and inside the compact was the black sand and in every grain of sand was Sevas, my first secret, my first lie, safe as death.”

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4. “When men fall into the sea, they drown. When women meet the water, they transform. It becomes vital to ask: is this a metamorphosis, or a homecoming?”

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5. “If it is a choice between drowning in the same river that has dragged me down a thousand times or walking into a pit of fire that had never burned me once, I will choose the flames and learn to bear it.”

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6. “She was tired, tired of trying so hard for something she didn’t even want.”

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7. “If you stare long enough into the darkness of the forest, eventually something will stare right back.”

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8. “I think of him so often I would recognize even his silhouette if he were only a painted shadow on the wall.”

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9. “I will love you to ruination.”

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10. “It began as all things did: a girl on the shore, terrified and desirous.”

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11. “There was an intimacy to all violence, she supposed. The better you knew someone, the more terribly you could hurt them.”

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12. “Midnight was a fairy-tale thing. She didn’t know if Preston had been thinking about that when he promised it, but Effy was remembering all the curses that turned princesses back to peasant girls as soon as the bell struck twelve. Why was it always girls whose forms could not be trusted? Everything could be taken away from them in an instant.”

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13. “You let me eat up all papa’s anger so it wouldn’t poison you. you didn’t mind that he ruined me as long as you were unspoiled and safe. If you ever loved me, it was because I was a soft thing you threw down into the bottom of a pit to break your fall.”

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14. “Somewhere in the time since I left Keszi, I have begun to wish for more. For the gentle embrace of my father, for a quill and ink I could use to write out my own name, for stories that didn’t make me flush with apology for daring to speak them. For a man who kneels with my name on his lips.”

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15. “The Fairy King was all of them,” said Angharad. “Every wanting man has the same wound he can use to slip in.”

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16. “What’s the point of having power if you balk at every chance to wield it?”

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17. “That was the cruelest irony: the more you did to save yourself, the less you became a person worth saving.”

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18. “How terrible, to navigate the world without a story to comfort you.”

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19. “You should know, of course, that there are only two kinds of mothers in stories, and if you are a mother, you are either wicked or you are dead.”

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20. “I’d rather die with a blade in my hand, or at least with fire in my heart, than live as the shadow of the shadow.”

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21. “If a story repeated itself so many times over, building itself up brick by brick, did it eventually become the truth? A house with no doors and no windows, offering no escape.”

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22. “I’ve spent the last fortnight fearing you would destroy me. You may still.”

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23. “I think I loved you then, and hated myself for it.”

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24. “The trees have to be tied down by sunset. When the Woodsmen come, they always try to run.”

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25. “I remember how the fire roared to life in front of the captain, so sudden and sure. Any wolf-girl would have marveled at such a fire, easily as impressive as the work of our best fire-makers. We would have called it power, magic. They called it piety. But what is the difference, if both fires burn just as bright?”

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26. “The nature of a bargain, regrettably, is that we belong to each other.”

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27. “You don’t have to love something in order to devote yourself to it.”

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28. “All that talk of quiet obedience is for their benefit, not yours. They don’t have to go to the effort of striking you down if you’re already on your knees.”

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29. “A bargain between a Woodsman and a wolf-girl already seems a fragile and terrible thing. Whose god would approve of it?”

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30. “Don’t you see? You can take my heart and liver; split open my belly and eat what’s inside. I would sooner bear it than lose you to those who would call you plain-faced, who makes you kneel and kiss their feet. Do not leave me alone. Do not leave me to lick my wounds like a dog before it’s put down. Do not look at the truth of me and then look away. Please, Marlinchen.”

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31. “Most of the wizards in Oblya took mortal women as their brides, due to the fact that witches have a tendency to become wickeder when they become wives. Some, I had heard, even grew a second set of sharp teeth and ate their husbands.”

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32. “The pills were meant to be a seawall against her visions, against the unreal world that always seemed to be blooming underneath the real one, like the beat of blood behind a bruise, waiting for its moment to break through.”

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33. “That was the truth at the very center of everything, the truth she had tried her whole life to evade: there were no fairies, no magic, and the world was just ordinary and cruel.”

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34. “My eldest sister was right; I would smile blithely if someone tried to saw off my leg. But no one ever told me I was allowed to scream.”

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35. “It filled me with a terrible pity and guilt, so perfunctory it was as if I’d been made for it, a machine for dispensing grief.”

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36. “He believed me, I could tell, or at least he wanted to. I wanted desperately to believe myself. It was better than the alternative: that the ghost of the girl I was still haunted these halls, and she would posses me whenever my body ached like a wound that would let her slip inside. Perhaps she would never let me go.”

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37. “They are not terrible. They are just the truth.”

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38. “Stories are supposed to live longer than people.”

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39. “Your life still depends on my survival. If the prince perishes on your watch, you’ll be the one to pay for it. Tell me, wolf-girl, who belongs to whom?”

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40. “It was an eternal feeling, this sense of being unwelcome. No matter where she was, Effy was always afraid she was not wanted.”

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41. “Effy was no great designer, but she was an excellent escape artist. She was always chipping away at the architecture of her life until there was a crack big enough to slip through. Whenever she was faced with danger, her mind manifested a secret doorway, a hole in the floorboards, somewhere she could hide or run to.”

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42. “She was afraid of our lives becoming our own. She was afraid of our threads snapping, of us becoming just girls, and not wolf-girls.”

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43. “I had thought myself truest when I was skinning baby rabbits and seething with vicious hatreds, but perhaps that tenderness is true too.”

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44. “What would you have me do?′ he asks. ‘You have already ruined me.”

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45. “I can’t swallow the thought of the Woodsmen killing the little part of her that’s left in me, the facsimile of our shared blood.”

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46. “Effy found herself half in love with the Fairy King sometimes, too. The tender belly of his cruelty made her heart flutter. There was an intimacy to all violence, she supposed. The better you knew someone, the more terribly you could hurt them.”

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47. “No. The word rose in her mind like a steep and powerful wave, one that darkened the whole shoreline. But it crashed against an invisible seawall, a barrier as stubborn and unrelenting as the face of a cliff.”

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48. “That is the only way to truly believe in something,” Zsigmond says. “When you’ve weighed and measured it yourself.”

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49. “Wanting anything ended only in misery.”

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50. “Effy hated that she couldn’t tell right from wrong, safe from unsafe. Her fear had transfigured the entire world. Looking at anything was like trying to glimpse a reflection in a broken mirror, all of it warped and shattered and strange.”

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