Top 180 Courtney Summers Quotes (2024 Update)
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51. “Or maybe you get so used to the mess of home, you convince yourself over time everything’s exactly where it belongs.”

— Courtney Summers

52. “Because maybe it would be better if we all got apologized to first. Maybe it would hurt less, expecting to be hurt.”

— Courtney Summers

53. “I’m only fluent when I’m alone.”

— Courtney Summers

54. “The blinds are drawn and the light in here is so weak, but I would know her silhouette anywhere. I memorized it. She’s here and every moment without her was a lie.”

— Courtney Summers

55. “You only get to walk variations of the same lines everyone has already drawn for you.”

— Courtney Summers

56. “The fall takes no time and forever.”

— Courtney Summers

57. “Sometimes, Bea thinks heaven is here and now but when Lev talks like this, she knows she’s wrong. If today is ecstasy, tomorrow will be a greater bliss. Lev will lead them into that tomorrow.”

— Courtney Summers

58. “Real life is always quieter and anticlimactic somehow. But devastating all the same.”

— Courtney Summers

59. “A body might not always be beautiful, but a body can be a beautiful deception.”

— Courtney Summers

60. “Becky, you’re only standing there because I decided I didn’t want to.”

— Courtney Summers

61. “I am so sad. I am so sad it makes me heavier than the sum of my parts. I shift, restless, but it doesn’t help. It’s like – time. All this time in here is on me, has its hooks in me. Maybe if I sleep more, I’ll wake up and I’ll feel different, but I can’t. The storm is really happening now and it makes the room feel emptier. Makes me feel emptier.”

— Courtney Summers

62. “Tell Liz,′ I say, ’the mean girl totally got what she deserved in the end.”

— Courtney Summers

63. “You don’t have to be our worst case, to be a worthy case.”

— Courtney Summers

64. “I’m always leaving, but I never have anywhere to go.”

— Courtney Summers

65. “That’s a real tragedy and I mean it. It’s sad when people don’t realize their worth.”

— Courtney Summers

66. “I finally squint up at the face above and am relieved to find, not a wolf, but a woman, just like me. Until I see the uniform.”

— Courtney Summers

67. “Like being alive one moment and dead the next.”

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68. “No, really. Why do you care? And why are you hungover”? I put on my most obnoxious teacher talking to a really, really stupid student voice. “Well Chris sometimes when someone overindulges-.”

— Courtney Summers

69. “But just because something starts out sweet doesn’t mean it won’t push itself so far past anything you could call sweet anymore. And if it all starts like this, how do you see what’s coming?”

— Courtney Summers

70. “No one’s got any anywhere they need to be but they all want to be somewhere else, so they’re not happy. If my dad taught me anything, it’s that you can’t make people like that happy. You just have to survive them as best you can.”

— Courtney Summers

71. “I’m dying. I am dying. I have finally achieved what I set out to do. My heart is splitting open and I breathe in but no air gets into my lungs.”

— Courtney Summers

72. “Helen Turner hates me and the way Helen Turner hates me feels like the worst kind of betrayal. A woman who doesn’t think about daughters she doesn’t have.”

— Courtney Summers

73. “I keep my eyes fixed on those silhouettes in the distance and all I can think is how could we lost the world to something so still?”

— Courtney Summers

74. “He tells me its going to be okay until all the words blur together into a hum that makes me close my eyes and I start to go away and five, ten, fifteen minutes later, I’m aware of my hand sliding down his lap and then nothingness and then the gentle sensation of his index finger pressing into my open palm and then his hand is at my face, running his fingers across my skin and I’m so awake.”

— Courtney Summers

75. “It’s not about finding peace. There will never be peace.”

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76. “People aren’t supposed to be able to fathom eternity. It’s an amount of time beyond all human comprehension. But ever since everything ended, I think I’m getting closer to understanding it. These little tastes of it in the way hell stretches around us, making pain endless and moments like this one rare and fleeting. Making moments like this one everything.”

— Courtney Summers

77. “I hope I’m the ghost that belongs to her.”

— Courtney Summers

78. “Touching me without permission. There should be a death penalty for that.”

— Courtney Summers

79. “It’s different when you think that someone’s always going to be around. You think you got all the time in the world to make it right.”

— Courtney Summers

80. “We have more story than time to tell it – but I suppose that’s true for all of us.”

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81. “He’s quiet for so long, I wonder how bad his answer is going to be even though this doesn’t feel like any time to be honest – or maybe his silence says everything I need to know, that there is no real why. I could be any body.”

— Courtney Summers

82. “Then I should be dead really soon, because you’re stressing me out.”

— Courtney Summers

83. “In high school, you don’t get to change. You only get to walk variations of the same lines everyone has already drawn for you.”

— Courtney Summers

84. “And that I miss her, that I need her, and this kind of missing, this kind of need, the kind of emptiness it leaves behind is worse than waking up one day and finding the whole world has collapsed in on itself, that I was over longer before it was.”

— Courtney Summers

85. “Cell phones don’t run as fast as the mouths in this town.”

— Courtney Summers

86. “I’m distracted by everything, overwhelmed by this: people look at me and then – they don’t. Their eyes skim over me and move on to something else. There’s an unquestioned acceptance of my being here, being part of this. It’s a warm feeling and I’m so hungry for it, but I close myself off to it before I get my fill. I’m not going home to that. Best stay starved.”

— Courtney Summers

87. “I pull my sheet up over my head and cover my body. Her body. I wish I didn’t have a body.”

— Courtney Summers

88. “I don’t know why this has to be so hard, why I haven’t been through enough. It should be easy. It should have always been easy.”

— Courtney Summers

89. “You make me feel alone.”

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90. “Because you made it here on a lot less” he says and he has no idea how on the mark he is.”

— Courtney Summers

91. “If I know anything it’s that a girl never makes a case for herself by crying. It’s just one more side of herself she’s showed can’t be trusted.”

— Courtney Summers

92. “He slings his arm around my shoulder. I feel the question after he does it. -Is this okay?- I don’t think it is. I don’t know how to fold myself into him in any way that feels right.”

— Courtney Summers

93. “It’s the kind of motel that makes you feel every one of your secrets. The cost of the stay is how much you’re willing to live with yourself. That, and almost eighty dollars. I close the door behind me, draw the curtain, lock the door and once I do that last thing, I lean my head against it to release itself from my spent, sore muscles. I let myself get lost in my own hurt. But only for a second.”

— Courtney Summers

94. “Her eyes widen and she shoves me back and then there’s a space between us, enough to paralyze me with all of the things I could do to her next. I could raise my hand and hit her in the face or bring my knee into her stomach, take a fistful of her hair and rip it out of her skull. You don’t get to do this when you’re a girl, so when the opportunity for violence finally presents itself, I want all of it at once.”

— Courtney Summers

95. “Later, after he drops me off at home, it feels like the world has shifted a little. It’s just different enough that when I look at the girl reflected in the mirror in my room, it’s like meeting someone new.”

— Courtney Summers

96. “Sometimes I don’t know what I miss more: everything I’ve lost or everything I never had.”

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97. “Funny how the last thing we want the world to see is almost the first thing to show.”

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98. “I reach for the pettiest thing I can think of because no one has a hard time believing how petty a girl can be.”

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99. “It’s your last year, Grey,” she says. “Make a difference for your school.” I’d burn this place to the ground before I ever willingly make a difference for it, but I’m smarter than saying that out loud and she should be smarter than tempting me.”

— Courtney Summers

100. “Don’t divide me into before and after.”

— Courtney Summers