Top 180 Courtney Summers Quotes (2024 Update)
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101. “Her eyes widen and she shoves me back and then there’s a space between us, enough to paralyze me with all of the things I could do to her next. I could raise my hand and hit her in the face or bring my knee into her stomach, take a fistful of her hair and rip it out of her skull. You don’t get to do this when you’re a girl, so when the opportunity for violence finally presents itself, I want all of it at once.”

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102. “I stood over her crib and listened to her breathing, watching the rise and fall of her tiny chest. I pressed my palm against it and felt myself through her. She was breathing, alive. And I was too.”

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103. “I spot a fly floating on the surface of the water, its little legs pumping madly as it fights to keep itself afloat. I know that feeling.”

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104. “Funny how the last thing we want the world to see is almost the first thing to show.”

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105. “I reach for the pettiest thing I can think of because no one has a hard time believing how petty a girl can be.”

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106. “It’s your last year, Grey,” she says. “Make a difference for your school.” I’d burn this place to the ground before I ever willingly make a difference for it, but I’m smarter than saying that out loud and she should be smarter than tempting me.”

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107. “You can’t buy people with your pain. They’ll just want away from it” -Sadie.”

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108. “Don’t divide me into before and after.”

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109. “He shoves his hands in his pockets, which is okay by me because his hands are forever distracting, all the things they could do.”

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110. “I make sure to tell her I love her because more and more, I’m thinking about the last things I say before I leave.”

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111. “And there was so much time in the school, time to weigh words, turn them into things like I’m here because they’re not, so I have to make it mean something. I’m afraid everything I was is gone and all that’s left is everything I’m not.”

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112. “The truth is, I don’t really know if she could help me, but I know she really wants to believe she could and I know she wants me to come to her believing it too. My love should be knowing this about her and being able to pretend, but I can.”

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113. “I’m hazy on remembering or maybe I’m just tired or maybe a part of my brain wants to sabotage me. page-208.”

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114. “I have never seen a more desperate symbol of hope since the world ended and I’ve never felt the world more desperate to make a mockery of it.”

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115. “Sometimes I feel hunted by my grief. It circles me, stalks me. It’s always in my periphery. Sometimes I can fake it out. Sometimes I make myself go so still, it can’t sense that I’m there anymore and it goes away. I do that right now.”

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116. “He’s the boy who stopped and I’m the girl he stopped for and what happens to her, if he goes away?”

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117. “She can’t deny that for months she imagined his son’s hands on her body, in that truck, in a bed, anywhere. She pictured it over and over except in her head, she wanted it and her eyes were open.”

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118. “She hates her heart, that misguided organ in her chest. Why didn’t it warn her?”

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119. “I stare at the crowbar between us. You’ve never truly felt the weight of something like that until you’ve destroyed someone with it.”

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120. “My eyes are wide and wild and I can’t see beyond them. I can only see what they’ve seen.”

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121. “Dad was thirsty, not given to great displays of affection, like his father and his father’s father before him. A long line of self-indulgent men who couldn’t give love but lived to take it, which isn’t the same as receiving it. They were all in so much pain and that’s always the perfect excuse.”

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122. “It hurts being on the outside of something so honest. I want it, but I don’t know how I can have it when I’m so angry, and I feel so far from finished.”

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123. “It hits me: that’s going to die with me, that story. My story. My family, everyone in the school, their stories too–I’m the last person who could tell them and if I die, they’re gone.”

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124. “Sloane is sleeping. I sit down on the edge of the bed and listen to her breathing and then I match my breath to hers because if she’s still here, so am I.”

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125. “Cardboard cutouts of cheerleaders operated by arthritic monkeys would move more fluidly.”

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126. “It’s amazing how bad you can make the truth sound. As long as you keep it partially recognizable when you spit it out, a crowd will eat it up without even thinking about how hard you chewed on it first.”

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127. “I think it isn’t enough to survive for the sake of surviving. There has to be more to it than just that.”

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128. “He came here quiet – not shy, but removed, above it all. Like he just didn’t care about us.”

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129. “I don’t know why he still cares. What a stupid thing it is, to care about a girl.”

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130. “Jake and Chris talk through art and discover they have so much in common it’s amazing. Like, They Could Be Boyfriends If They Didn’t Like Vaginas So Much Amazing.”

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131. “I don’t know why it’s the girls who always seem to have to take on that kind of burden.”

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132. “And let me tell you something about Farfield police: they don’t give a good God damn.”

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133. “I want to feel this. I need it to hurt for me to feel it, I think.”

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134. “Whatever’s between us is that kind of new.”

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135. “He looks at me and I make myself look back. I need the girl he was looking for to be the one he’s seeing now.”

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136. “My dad always said we’re at the mercy of something greater than ourselves and whatever humanity we don’t show to others, we pay for. We’re paying for.”

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137. “People have to live with things they don’t want to live with all the time, but – how?”

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138. “Montgomery is almost more than I can understand because it’s so much more than it ever occurred to me to want.”

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139. “This is what pain feels like when it’s happening now and I beg my body to know this difference. It won’t listen to me.”

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140. “If it had been me instead of Penny, no one would call me a light. No, they’d think of me the way they think of me now, think of it as some kind of natural conclusion to my story, sad, maybe, deserved it, well no, of course, no one does, but. That girl. You can see it. It’s written on her. They wrote it on her.”

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141. “It’s something my body does without checking with my head first, like the obligation to be nice to him is greater than myself.”

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142. “Like I’d let you captain me.”

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143. “Now is not about gathering courage, it’s about staying one step ahead of my fear.”

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144. “I want to shove the question down his throat until he chokes on it.”

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145. “I remind myself it’s nothing I have to hold or be held to.”

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146. “I wouldn’t do that. You don’t have to accept it.” He pauses. “But maybe you should hate the people responsible. Because it’s not you.”

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147. “This is awful. This is so hopeless. We’re all lost in different ways, so how do we even help each other find our way out. We won’t. We can’t. We’ll just stay lost forever. p.118.”

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148. “I’m here because they’re not, so I have to make it mean something. I’m afraid everything I was is gone and all that’s left is everything I’m not.”

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149. “There’s a miracle there, but there’s something so awful about it too, bringing someone into all this now, this world where a girl can’t even trust a drink that passes her lips. I can’t figure out the kind of heart it takes to do something like that.”

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150. “It’s when my body decides to remind me it can do more than I’ll ever want it to, it is so painful.”

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