Top 500 Hanya Yanagihara Quotes (2025 Update)

1. “You won’t understand what I mean now, but someday you will: the only trick of friendship, I think, is to find people who are better than you are – not smarter, not cooler, but kinder, and more generous, and more forgiving – and then to appreciate them for what they can teach you, and to try to listen to them when they tell you something about yourself, no matter how bad – or good – it might be, and to trust them, which is the hardest thing of all. But the best, as well.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

2. “And so I try to be kind to everything I see, and in everything I see, I see him.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

3. “There was poetry on the subway. Above the rows of scooped-plastic seats, filling the empty display space between ads for dermatologists and companies that promised college degrees by mail, were long laminated sheets printed with poems: second-rate Stevens and third-rate Roethke and fourth-rate Lowell, verse meant to agitate no one, anger and beauty reduced to empty aphorisms.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

4. “You have never known fear until you have a child, and maybe that is what tricks us into thinking that it is more magnificent, because the fear itself is more magnificent. Every day, your first thought is not “I love him” but “How is he?” The world, overnight, rearranges itself into an obstacle course of terrors.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

5. “He will be reminded of how trapped he is, trapped in a body he hates, with a past he hates, and how he will never be able to change either. He will want to cry, from frustration and hatred and pain, but he hasn’t cried since what happened with Brother Luke, after which he told himself he would never cry again.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

6. “Harold,” he says, and he hears how awful, how wretched, he sounds, “when you look like I do, you have to take what you can get.”

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7. “The best part about going away is coming home.”

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8. “Don’t do it, don’t fool yourself, no matter what you tell yourself, you know what you are, says one voice. Take a chance, says the other voice. You’re lonely. You have to try. This is the voice he always ignores.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

9. “His brain was vomiting memories, they were flooding everything else – he thought of people and sensations and incidents he hadn’t thought of in years.”

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10. “Fairness is a concept taught to nice children: it is the governing principle of kindergartens and summer camps and playgrounds and soccer fields... Fairness is for happy people, for people who have been lucky enough to have lived a life defined more by certainties than by ambiguities.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

11. “Forgive me, Willem... Forgive me, but I have to leave you now. Forgive me, but I have to go.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

12. “The balance – between resignation and hope – shifted by day, by the hour, sometimes by the minute. He was always, always trying to decide how he should be – if his thoughts should be of acceptance or escape.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

13. “You have never known fear until you have a child, and maybe that is what tricks us into thinking that it is more magnificent, because the fear itself is more magnificent.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

14. “We are so old, we have become young again.”

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15. “It isn’t only that he died, or how died; it is what he died believing. And so I try to be kind to everything I see, and in everything I see, I see him.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

16. “What he knew, he knew from books, and books lied, they made things prettier.”

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17. “I have become lost to the world,” he sings, quietly, “in which I otherwise wasted so much time.”

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18. “You asked me once when I knew that he was for me, and I told you that I had always known. But that wasn’t true, and I knew it even as I said it – I said it because it sounded pretty, like something someone might say in a book or a movie, and because we were both feeling so wretched, and helpless, and because I thought if I said it, we both might feel better about the situation before us, he situation we perhaps had been capable of preventing – perhaps not – but at any rate hadn’t.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

19. “Relationships never provide you with everything. They provide you with some things. You take all you want from a person – sexual chemistry, let’s say, or good conversation, or financial support, or intellectual compatibility, or niceness, or loyalty – and you get to pick three of them.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

20. “He experienced the singular pleasure of watching people he loved fall in love with other people he loved.”

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21. “Video, ergo est,” said Laurence, suddenly. I see it, therefore it is.”

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22. “He was home, and home was Jude.”

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23. “He puts Lispenard Street on the floor by his feet. For a long time he sits very still, his eyes closed, allowing his mind to reach back and wander: there is much he doesn’t romanticize about those years, not now, but at the time, when he hadn’t known what to hope for, he hadn’t known that life could be better than Lispenard Street.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

24. “But these were days of self-fulfillment, where settling for something that was not quite your first choice of a life seemed weak-willed and ignoble. Somewhere, surrendering to what seemed to be your fate had changed from being dignified to being a sign of your own cowardice.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

25. “You spent so much time explaining yourself, your work, to others – what it meant, what you were trying to accomplish, why you were trying to accomplish it, why you had chosen the colours and subject matter and materials and application and technique that you had – that it was a relief to simply be with another person to whom you didn’t have to explain anything.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

26. “I’m Willem Ragnarsson. And I will never let you go.”

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27. “The sorrow he felt when he realized that even Willem couldn’t save him, that he was irredeemable, that this experience was forever ruined for him, was one of the greatest of his life.”

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28. “He was home, and home was Jude. He loved him; he was meant to be with him; he would never hurt him – he trusted himself with that much. And so what was there to fear?”

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29. “And anyway, how was a friendship any more codependent than a relationship? Why was it admirable when you were twenty-seven but creepy when you were thirty-seven? Why wasn’t friendship as good as a relationship? Why wasn’t it even better?”

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30. “I was aware that I had been looking for him on every street, in every crowd.”

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31. “It was impossible to explain to the healthy the logic of the sick, and he didn’t have the energy to try.”

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32. “The man has an answer to this question as well. “I’m Willem Ragnarsson,” he says. “And I will never let you go.”

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33. “None of them really wanted to listen to someone else’s story anyway; they only wanted to tell their own.”

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34. “You see, Jude, in life, sometimes nice things happen to good people. You don’t need to worry – they don’t happen as often as they should.”

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35. “Ethics and morals do, in reality, have a place in law – although not in jurisprudence. It is morals that help us make the laws, but morals do not help us apply them.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

36. “The world has two kinds of people,” Judge Sullivan used to say. “Those who are inclined to believe, and those who aren’t. In my courtroom, we value belief. Belief in all things.” He.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

37. “Sometimes it’s because I feel so awful, or ashamed, and I need to make physical what I feel... and sometimes it’s because I feel so many things and I need to feel nothing at all – it helps clear them away. And sometimes it’s because I feel happy, and I have to remind myself that I shouldn’t.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

38. “Friendship, companionship: it so often defied logic, so often eluded the deserving, so often settled itself on the odd, the bad, the peculiar, the damaged.”

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39. “He was frightened of everything, it sometimes seemed, and he hated that about himself. Fear and hatred, fear and hatred: often, it seemed that those were the only two qualities he possessed. Fear of everyone else; hatred of himself.”

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40. “He walked to the ocean and above him the moon disappeared, concealed by tattered rags of clouds, and for a few moments he could only hear the water, not see it, and the sky was thick and warm with moisture, as if the very air here were denser, more significant. Maybe this is what it is to be dead, he thought, and realized it wasn’t so bad after all, and felt better.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

41. “He will be reminded of how trapped he is, trapped in a body he hates, with a past he hates, and how he will never be able to change either.”

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42. “On one side is everything he knows, the patterns of his existence as regular and banal as the steady plink of a dripping faucet, where he is alone but safe, and shielded from everything that could hurt him. On the other side are waves, tumult, rainstorms, excitement: everything he cannot control, everything potentially awful and ecstatic, everything he has lived his adult life trying to avoid, everything whose absence bleeds his life of colors.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

43. “When did pursuing your ambitions cross the line from brave into foolhardy? How did you know when to stop?”

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44. “He always had the impression, when waving goodbye to Felix at the end of the afternoon – Felix listlessly raising his own hand before slouching back into the recesses of the entryway – that he never left the house, never went out, never had friends over. Poor Felix: his very name was a taunt.”

— Hanya Yanagihara

45. “He no longer felt anything for that person, but not feeling anything for that person had been a conscious act of will, like turning away from someone in the street even though you saw them constantly, and pretending you couldn’t see them day after day until one day, you actually couldn’t – or so you could make yourself believe.”

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46. “Harold sighs. “Jude,” he says, “there’s not an expiration date on needing help, or needing people. You don’t get to a certain age and it stops.”

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47. “He will be someone who is defined, first and always, by what he is missing.”

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48. “It had always seemed to him a very plush kind of problem, a privilege, really, to consider whether life was meaningful or not.”

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49. “As you got older, you realized that really, there were very few people you truly wanted to be around for more than a few days at a time.”

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50. “Life is so sad, he would think in those moments. It’s so sad, and yet we all do it. We all cling to it; we all search for something to give us solace. But.”

— Hanya Yanagihara