Top 200 Kate Elizabeth Russell Quotes (2025 Update)
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101. “Ik zeg het niet, maar soms voel ik me alsof hij precies zo met me omgaat: me uit elkaar haalt en iets nieuws van me maakt.”

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102. “Isn’t that what all teenage girls want? Endlessly bored, aching for an audience.”

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103. “Break his heart? I try to imagine myself having that power, holding his heart, mine to abuse, but even when I picture it pulsing and pumping in my hands, it’s still the boss of me, leading me around, jerking me this way and that with me clinging and unable to let go.”

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104. “It’s just my luck,” he said, “that when I finally find my soul mate, she’s fifteen years old.”

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105. “I assume I’ll be the one he turns to in ten or fifteen years, whenever his body begins to break down. That seems the likely ending to this love story: me dropping everything and doing anything, devoted as a dog, as he takes and takes and takes.”

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106. “Pathetically in love with you.” As soon as he says this, I become someone somebody else is in love with.”

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107. “It doesn’t matter that my skin crawls from touching him.”

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108. “He keeps calling, but I’m out of reach. I’m a speckled seal swimming past the breakers, a seabird with a wingspan so strong I can fly for miles. I’m the new moon, hidden and safe from him, from everyone.”

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109. “When people are angry, they’re looking for a fight,” she says. “You act submissive, they back off.”

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110. “Pale Fire, Vladimir Nabokov.”

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111. “It doesn’t seem right that we can speak to each other like normal people, or that he can bear to look at me without falling to his knees.”

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112. “I’ll remember everything as hard as I can. I’ll live inside these memories until I can see him again.”

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113. “He’s the only person who ever understood that desire. Not to die, but to already be dead.”

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114. “I check my reflection in every window, a two-second glimpse of my hair fanning out from my face, possibly beautiful, though it seems equally possible I might be ugly.”

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115. “It might seem small to you,” she says. “But it was enough to wreck me.”

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116. “I don’t feel forced, and I know I have the power to say no, but that isn’t the same as being in charge.”

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117. “I can’t wrap my head around it, the deceit that requires, the cruelty.”

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118. “I’m tired of him asking me for this, his insatiable need for reassurance. No, I’m not angry. Yes, I forgive you. Yes, I want this. No, I don’t think you’re a monster.”

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119. “But those years aren’t lost. They’ve just been neglected for a while. You can recover yourself.”

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120. “Someone so stuck in her own brain, she turns unwilling bystanders into ghosts.”

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121. “Why did you come back if I hurt you?” he asks. “It didn’t feel finished,” I say. “I still felt tied to you.”

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122. “Maybe that’s what this has always been about – not wanting these men but wanting to be them.”

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123. “While they walk across campus, earthbound and ordinary, I soar, trailing a maple-red comet tail.”

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124. “He says that by believing our lives have endless possibilities, we stave off the horrifying truth that to live is merely to move forward through time while an internal clock counts down to a final, fatal moment.”

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125. “There’s nothing stopping him from reaching in and grabbing whatever he wants. I’m special. I’m special. I’m special.”

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126. “Everywhere makes me antsy to be someplace else.”

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127. “It isn’t a question but a realization, like he’s taken a step backward and can now see the doubt that’s begun to sidle up alongside the limits of my loyalty.”

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128. “I don’t feel forced, and I know I have the power to say no, but that isn’t the same as being in charge. But maybe he has to believe that. Maybe there’s a whole list of things he has to believe.”

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129. “I think back to third grade, how it felt to bring home a report card with a teacher’s note scribbled across the bottom: Vanessa is very advanced, seems like she’s eight years old going on thirty. I’m not sure I was ever really a kid at all.”

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130. “I barely opened my mouth and brought us to the brink of disaster.”

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131. “What would she do? It’s a question that’s more like a maze, one I can get lost in at the sight of any teenage girl. If her teacher tried to touch her, would she react the way she should, shove his hand away and flee? Or would she let her body go limp until he was through? I try sometimes to imagine another girl doing what I did – sink into the pleasure of it, crave it, build her life around it – but I can’t. My brain hits a dead end, the maze swallowed by darkness. Unthinkable. Unspeakable.”

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132. “You were so brave then, more a warrior than a girl. You were my own Joan of Arc, refusing to give in even as the flames licked your feet. Does that bravery exist in you still?”

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133. “You decide what we do.”

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134. “She opens my bottom desk drawer and gasps. It’s full of trash: crumpled papers, food wrappers, used tissues, a blackened banana peel. I’d filled it in a panic a few weeks ago right before room inspections and forgotten to clean it out.”

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135. “I can see myself at the head of my own classroom, telling my own students what to read and write. Maybe that’s what this has always been about – not wanting these men but wanting to be them.”

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136. “After a while, she gives up repeating the same lines, knowing there comes a point when they no longer matter, that what I need isn’t absolution but to hold myself accountable before a witness.”

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137. “Because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it?” I look to her glassy eyes, her face of wide-open empathy. “It’s my life,” I say. “This has been my whole life.”

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138. “Het moet een liefdesverhaal blijven. Want als het geen liefdesverhaal is, wat is het dan?”

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139. “A few days ago he asked what I like to eat, said he wanted to have my favorites on hand, and he shows me the three pints of expensive ice cream in the freezer, a six-pack of Cherry Coke in the fridge, two big bags of potato chips on the counter.”

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140. “I swallow those words instead. Maybe somewhere in my belly they’ll take root and grow.”

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141. “He’ll never meet you,” I say. It’s a hard truth, carrying within it grief and joy.”

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142. “I hang up my work suit, take off my makeup, smoke a bowl in bed, and turn off the light. Self-control.”

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143. “What conclusion is there to draw besides the obvious? He is Humbert, and I am Delores.”

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144. “Putting in the Seed,” and tells us to read this one.”

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145. “I know to stay away from any books or movies set in a boarding school, but then I’ll be blindsided by something as benign as a reference to maple trees, or the feeling of flannel against my skin. “I sound like I’m crazy,” I say.”

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146. “That means something.”

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147. “I’ve got a good head on my shoulders despite all this. I can take care of myself. Look at me. I’m okay. I’m fine.”

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148. “Ruby’s far off voice asks me where I have gone, but she knows that it’s the truth that has spooked me, the expanse of it, the starkness. It offers nowhere to hide.”

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149. “I feel so strongly toward you,” he says. “Sometimes I worry I’ll drop dead from it. It’s stronger than anything I’ve ever felt for any woman. It’s not even in the same universe of feeling.”

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150. “I’m sorry, Vanessa,” he says. “Though I know that might be a useless thing to hear. I’m just so sorry.”

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