Top 160 Tara Westover Quotes (2025 Update)
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151. “A witness. An impartial account. The fever of self doubt had broken long ago. That’s not to say I trusted my memory absolutely, but I trusted it as much as I trusted anybody else’s, and more than some people’s.”

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152. “The skill I was learning was a crucial one, the patience to read things I could not yet understand.”

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153. “At the Galleria Nazionale d’Arte Antica, I stood before Carrivagio’s Judith Beheading Holofernes and did not once think about chickens.”

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154. “I had always believed, that it would be me who broke the spell, who caused it to break. When the stillness shattered and his fury rushed at me, I would know that something I had done was the catalyst, the cause. There is hope in such a superstition; there is the illusion of control.”

— Tara Westover

155. “They see change as dangerous and will exile anyone who asks for it. This is a perverted idea of family loyalty.”

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156. “It was difficult to imagine a man like Dad – proud, strong, physical – permanently impaired.”

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157. “I just didn’t feel like seeing him, or hearing his voice, so I didn’t.”

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158. “I didn’t know why I couldn’t tell them. I just couldn’t stand the thought of people patting me on the back, telling me how impressive I was.”

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159. “Mother never delivered lectures or administered exams. She never assigned essays. There was a computer in the basement with a program called Mavis Beacon, which gave lessons on typing.”

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160. “Dad seemed eager to fight, to prove who was in charge.”

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161. “I found I could read with focus. I could hold thoughts in my head besides anger and self-accusation. I returned to the chapter I had written nearly two years before at Harvard. Again I read Hume, Rousseau, Smith, Godwin, Wollstonecraft and Mill. Again I thought about the family. There was a puzzle in it, something unresolved. What is a person to do, I asked, when their obligations to their family conflict with other obligations – to friends, to society, to themselves?”

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162. “I read them to learn what to think, not how to think for myself.”

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163. “I did not study. I tried to read but the sentences meant nothing. I needed them to mean nothing. I couldn’t bear to string sentences into strands of thought, or to weave those strands into ideas. Ideas were too similar to reflection.”

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164. “I left the bathroom carrying that calmness delicately, as if it were a china plate balancing on my head.”

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165. “A kind of worth that was inherent and unshakable.”

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166. “To convince myself that there was some dignity in what I planned to do, in surrendering my own perceptions of right and wrong, of reality, of sanity itself, to earn the love of my parents. For them I believed I could don armor and charge at giants, even if I saw only windmills.”

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167. “I felt exposed by the elegance and yet somehow made invisible by it.”

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168. “I left the hall the moment dessert was served. It was a relief to escape all that refinement and beauty – to be allowed to be unlovely and not a point of contrast.”

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169. “I didn’t think I was dreaming, but only because my imagination had never produced anything so grand.”

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170. “Again I thought about the family. There was a puzzle in it, something unresolved. What is a person to do, I asked, when their obligations to their family conflict with other obligations – to friends, to society, to themselves?”

— Tara Westover

171. “I lived alone in a quiet apartment.”

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172. “A poorly written sentence was a poorly formed idea.”

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173. “So what are Isaiah Berlin’s two concepts?” the lecturer asked. Nearly everyone raised a hand. The lecturer called on the student who had studied at Oxford. “Negative liberty,” he said, “is the freedom from external obstacles or constraints. An individual is free in this sense if they are not physically prevented from taking action.”

— Tara Westover

174. “The past is beautiful because one never realises an emotion at the time.”

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175. “I suppose my interest came from the sense of groundlessness I’d felt since learning about the Holocaust and the civil rights movement – since realizing that what a person knows about the past is limited, and will always be limited, to what they are told by others.”

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176. “No comma, no period, no adjective or adverb was beneath his interest. He made no distinction between grammar and content, between form and substance. A poorly written sentence was a poorly conceived idea, and in his view the grammatical logic was as much in need of correction. “Tell me,” he would say, “why have you placed this comma here? What relationship between these phrases are you hoping to establish?”

— Tara Westover

177. “Curiosity is a luxury reserved for the financially secure: my mind was absorbed with more immediate concerns, such as the exact balance of my bank account, who I owed how much, and whether there was anything in my room I could sell for ten or twenty dollars.”

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178. “I could take it all back – blame Lucifer and be given a clean slate. I imagined how esteemed I would be, as a newly cleansed vessel. How loved. All I had to do was swap my memories for theirs, and I could have my family.”

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179. “I couldn’t tell him that the reason I couldn’t return to Cambridge was that being here threw into great relief every violent and degrading moment of my life.”

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